Palpatations, Thirst, Dizziness

Dear journal

How are you?
i didn't write for a long time now, although I promised to, I'm sorry for letting you down.
Most of the time I'm just not in the mood writing about the stuff going on in my mind
On the one hand because I decided to write these entries in english again and that's not the language I grew up with, on the other because some people from school or their friends might read what I'm writing here, so I'm a little bit careful.
Not everyone is supposed to know my "secrets", you know.
well, that was about it.
It won't be as long as last time until I'll write to you again, I promise
and this time I'll keep it XD

Zaza

PS: Don't worry, the entries which are about to come won't suck as much as this one did XD